The journal entry continues.

	I was crazy. Luckily I didn't have time. We had to leave quickly, 
and that may have had something to do with it, I don't know. Anyway, we 
left in a rush, and that might have something to do with it. I saw that 
place, and a girl who was me, and all the people with her, helping her, 
supporting her. And she said I had to stand up for myself, and I could 
win. She was somewhere - a tavern? - and she was me, but I saw her from 
outside, like a dream. It's all very confusing in my head. 
	So then we were in this white room, and I just didn't know what 
to do. And Enedel wanted to go off and have a conversation his way, like 
always. So I let him have it. I told him I was not evil and I was not 
going to do the demon thing. Amazingly, he took it. And he took the nut 
away and took me out here to this place. There was a cave - and the Name 
- it's a little blurry in my mind, but it was beautiful. The other girl 
was there - I could feel her. She's not me anymore. She's free.
	He's left me here in the desert, to study magic. I can't describe 
what it was like, the first time, to see a light glowing in my hand in 
response to my will.
	So many things. Time to think. The Hero's Journey. I remember.